| How could he know
This new dawn's light
Would change his life forever?
Set sail to sea
But pulled off course
By the light of golden treasure
Was he the one causing pain
With his careless dreaming?
Been afraid
Always afraid
Of the things he's feeling
He could just be gone
He would just sail on
He'll just sail on
How can I be lost,
If I've got nowhere to go?
Search for seas of gold
How come it's got so cold?
How can I be lost?
In remembrance I relive
And how can I blame you
When it's me I can't forgive?
Metallica > Unforgiven 3
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| So today I went to work on public transportation in full uniform.
*shakes head*
Dashed out the house for fear of being late, i ran up the block.
partially terrified because everything with a pulse in north philly knows what a CO looks like.
Ever tried coming dressed up as a birthday cake to a fat kid convention? It's somethin like that.
Bought me a daypass offa some dude tryna make a quick buck, and rode up to the frankford terminal.
At the terminal after runnin around like a chicken with his head cut off i found the 84 bus stop.
and then from behind i hear a faint " hey CO."
I met a dude named Robert, ex-inmate who decided to school me on the hardship of being free but not. Nothings worse than doin somethin dumb, and paying for it. forever. but thats a story for another day.
Anyway got to work, it was long. it was long. it was long. I guess the real point to this story was on the way home. After i left from goin to visit my wife, A crowd was walking past me. and i hear
"you have a good night officer and your sexy self!"
" MMM! he's a CO too! Damn he's lookin good!" <- this was a man. this was a man. this was a man.
me: Thank you! and you have a good night too!
" Can you tell my son his mother said hi?"
me: I'll do so *grunts like solid snake* |
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| KanashiigeVerbal lacerations
incapactiation
kill like US nations
'truth' upturns the grave
laying in a pool of
hope and broken dreams
drowning in a sea
muther fuckin me
damn you to the summer
damn you to the peace
damn you to the sovereign
damn it everything.
sorry im so weak
weak because im real
real because im blind
blind because i feel
feel but never think
think i need a new
lie to get me in
truth to tear it out
leave it on the ground
kick it like you do
gift that came from me
this is what you do
words i cannot find
pencils prove no points
point id like to make
this is how i shout
quiet and subdued
in a fuckin rhyme
in my fuckin place
on my fuckin time
this is what is on
with an idle mind
minding a false idol
falsifying life
never ever do i ever ever wanna see the outcome of my every effort cause
every effort that ever exert never seems to ever do the fuckin trick [cept one]
so~ to whomever ever comes to read this list of angry nights of endlessness sorry that you had to see this but now you probably get the gist of it
i work at burger king making flame broiled whoppers i wear paper hats.
P.S.
July 06 is when i'll probably be back to the internet and the rest of the world. I'm so tired children. if you > really < need me abmthe3rd@gmail.com is where you can do it. Phone'll probably be off, leave a message if you wanna. I may listen.
the list of what pertains of really
- birthday event
- if you need someone to talk to [not about me.]
-hops on boat-
Off to foreign shores.
LOL this probably doesnt mean jack to Xanga like ive been here often. but those who checks this as compared to other things. to sum up your questions. Heartache/ Heartbroken. Goodnight.
mr.black
dont ask me how im feeling.
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Took the fire inside
One too many times
He's burning over and out now,
He fails
Up against the raging tides,
No more fights
Everything you ever wanted to see,
See it in his eyes
One more time, one more time
Climb down to test the waters,
My hands feel like they're rusting away yea, yea.
So I'll pace around like a lamb before the slaughter
I'll stay here as long as you let me,
Decisions been made obvious so I will return
Where I started I'll stay there
Unfinished
I'll wither away
Rip them out, take them,
Burn coals as they crush him
Leave nothing
that resembles the soul of a man
See him numb, See him crushed
See him numb, See him crushed
Rip them out, take them
Burn coals as they crush him
Leave nothing
That resembles a soul of a man
Leave him numb, Leave him crushed
Leave him numb, Leave him crushed
Atreyu> the theft
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